MJ William Denman
Puritan Board Freshman
Long story short, I struggled with lust and p0rnography from the age of twelve all the way until a couple of years ago when finally the Lord dealt with me, however, in a bizarre turn of recent events I'm finding myself very much under attack at certain moments and I feel incredibly weak and vulnerable at times.
For eg. It might be after I go to bed, wake up from a pretty traumatic dream, only to feel incredibly tempted to think about things which are not wholesome. I cannot explain why this is happening as neither my life, nor my waking thoughts, nor my dreams contain any content (as far as I remember) which leads towards that. It's simply been a case of experiencing these temptations 'out of the blue'.
Has anyone has experienced anything similar?
For eg. It might be after I go to bed, wake up from a pretty traumatic dream, only to feel incredibly tempted to think about things which are not wholesome. I cannot explain why this is happening as neither my life, nor my waking thoughts, nor my dreams contain any content (as far as I remember) which leads towards that. It's simply been a case of experiencing these temptations 'out of the blue'.
Has anyone has experienced anything similar?