I am in a tough position right now...
As newly reformed, I recently have read into some of the controversy regarding whether or not lay members should preach the gospel to unbelievers or just leave that ministry to those ministers who are ordained...
My situation is that I am employed at the Salvation Army Afterschool Program. I love this job. I am officially the gymnasium supervisor and they pay me to supervise the activities in the gym and play with kids.
One unique part about the program is that every Friday they have a "Christian education" time for the children (grades 1st through 8th). For the last year or so, I am the one who has been leading this part of the program... We sit the kids down, I bring a podium out, pray, sing some songs with the kids, and then I preach to them anywhere from 10 to 30 minutes. At the end we help them memorize scripture verses. Sometimes we show missionary videos, too. I would say about 80% of the kids come from unbelieving, non-church-attending homes and are hearing the gospel for the first time at this afterschool program.
Ideally, I wish we could have someone who is ordained of the reformed churches to be a part of this ministry. But practically, that is not going to happen. The salvation army is arminan to the core and it is only by God's grace that I was brought out of it. Now I am the only person who is reformed and involved with this afterschool program. And if I don't do the friday Christian education (read: preaching), then either my father will volunteer to do it (he is arminian wesleyan holiness pentecosta, hears-from-God,l type with a funky premillennialism...... or worse, a woman will probably do it.
Now the salvation army does not have a problem with me leading the Christian education time. And I do not believe my local reformed baptist congregation does either. I keep the studies Christ-centered, and Gospel centered. I teach them of our Triune God and how He has set out to redeem a people for Himself and will accomplish it. I try and take a story, biblical theology based approach, as opposed to systematic, because kids have trouble remembering systematic truths... But I always keep systematics in the back of my head to keep my Biblical theology straight. It seems every week I am propounding a different text, but constantly am returning to the theme of our Sovereign, Triune God as creator and sustainer, and Christ who lived a perfect life, died, resurrected, ascended and is returning. I do not press for hands raised, altar calls, or decisions, but I always plead/command them in the name of Jesus that they must repent toward God and believe in the Lord Jesus Christ to be saved. Then I tell them that if they believe, then they can know they are saved by God and they should be thankful to God for saving them by Loving God and their neighbor and keeping His commandments. These things are all very hard for a child to understand (especially the abstract things of God.) But I keep trusting God that the seeds planted will bear fruit one day.
Still, I worry that maybe I am overstepping my bounds in preaching like this? Should I step down and trust God in faith that He will see to it that those of these children for whom Christ has died will certainly be saved through the proper means of spreading the gospel?
If I step down, it is going to kill me inside. I know I am not officially a pastor. But I am attached to these kids. I see myself as a sort of stepping stone until they are old enough to make their own decision to go to a true church. I know we are not a church, but I see us as Christians preaching the gospel.
Thanks for any advice.
Adam
As newly reformed, I recently have read into some of the controversy regarding whether or not lay members should preach the gospel to unbelievers or just leave that ministry to those ministers who are ordained...
My situation is that I am employed at the Salvation Army Afterschool Program. I love this job. I am officially the gymnasium supervisor and they pay me to supervise the activities in the gym and play with kids.
One unique part about the program is that every Friday they have a "Christian education" time for the children (grades 1st through 8th). For the last year or so, I am the one who has been leading this part of the program... We sit the kids down, I bring a podium out, pray, sing some songs with the kids, and then I preach to them anywhere from 10 to 30 minutes. At the end we help them memorize scripture verses. Sometimes we show missionary videos, too. I would say about 80% of the kids come from unbelieving, non-church-attending homes and are hearing the gospel for the first time at this afterschool program.
Ideally, I wish we could have someone who is ordained of the reformed churches to be a part of this ministry. But practically, that is not going to happen. The salvation army is arminan to the core and it is only by God's grace that I was brought out of it. Now I am the only person who is reformed and involved with this afterschool program. And if I don't do the friday Christian education (read: preaching), then either my father will volunteer to do it (he is arminian wesleyan holiness pentecosta, hears-from-God,l type with a funky premillennialism...... or worse, a woman will probably do it.
Now the salvation army does not have a problem with me leading the Christian education time. And I do not believe my local reformed baptist congregation does either. I keep the studies Christ-centered, and Gospel centered. I teach them of our Triune God and how He has set out to redeem a people for Himself and will accomplish it. I try and take a story, biblical theology based approach, as opposed to systematic, because kids have trouble remembering systematic truths... But I always keep systematics in the back of my head to keep my Biblical theology straight. It seems every week I am propounding a different text, but constantly am returning to the theme of our Sovereign, Triune God as creator and sustainer, and Christ who lived a perfect life, died, resurrected, ascended and is returning. I do not press for hands raised, altar calls, or decisions, but I always plead/command them in the name of Jesus that they must repent toward God and believe in the Lord Jesus Christ to be saved. Then I tell them that if they believe, then they can know they are saved by God and they should be thankful to God for saving them by Loving God and their neighbor and keeping His commandments. These things are all very hard for a child to understand (especially the abstract things of God.) But I keep trusting God that the seeds planted will bear fruit one day.
Still, I worry that maybe I am overstepping my bounds in preaching like this? Should I step down and trust God in faith that He will see to it that those of these children for whom Christ has died will certainly be saved through the proper means of spreading the gospel?
If I step down, it is going to kill me inside. I know I am not officially a pastor. But I am attached to these kids. I see myself as a sort of stepping stone until they are old enough to make their own decision to go to a true church. I know we are not a church, but I see us as Christians preaching the gospel.
Thanks for any advice.
Adam