I'm finding myself resistant to sanctification, it seems. Any time I read something about "valuing Christ above all things" I get nervous. I can't think of what I want instead, it's just the idea of wanting nothing else. I've been chalking it up to the pietistic Evanjellyfish background I had, but it's stuff written by John Owen that's bugging me and he's no jellyfish! It's hard even to describe the problem in anything but general terms, I just feel like something's holding me back, I don't know what it is. Any thoughts?