BlackCalvinist
Puritan Board Senior
Saw this question posted on a board.
Someone answered:
Several reasons.
2. I'm an attention seeker by nature. Probably left over from childhood. I've grown past a lot of it, though. God is maturing me (remember the example I told you in regard to Sharon's funeral when I decided to remain silent). I figure that I need to redirect that and draw all attention to the Cross and Christ instead of myself. If I don't, I will end up doing things to draw attention to myself. I know me too well.
1. I believe that God has laid a heavy burden on me to teach and proclaim His truth. If I don't, I have a genuine fear of God's judgment upon me. To whom much is given, much is required. I have the knowledge, I'm required to use it to further His kingdom.
And when I say fear, I'm talking about Isaiah 6 type of fear.
Seriously.
That dread sits in the back of my heart daily. And it's pushing me - recently especially - to move toward living a more holy life and getting stuff going in this regard. If I don't..... I don't want to stand before God and have that against me. So I'm just going to be obedient here.... and in order for me to do that, I need to have other areas in order... so I'm working there too.
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Thoughts ?
Someone answered:
Several reasons.
2. I'm an attention seeker by nature. Probably left over from childhood. I've grown past a lot of it, though. God is maturing me (remember the example I told you in regard to Sharon's funeral when I decided to remain silent). I figure that I need to redirect that and draw all attention to the Cross and Christ instead of myself. If I don't, I will end up doing things to draw attention to myself. I know me too well.
1. I believe that God has laid a heavy burden on me to teach and proclaim His truth. If I don't, I have a genuine fear of God's judgment upon me. To whom much is given, much is required. I have the knowledge, I'm required to use it to further His kingdom.
And when I say fear, I'm talking about Isaiah 6 type of fear.
Seriously.
That dread sits in the back of my heart daily. And it's pushing me - recently especially - to move toward living a more holy life and getting stuff going in this regard. If I don't..... I don't want to stand before God and have that against me. So I'm just going to be obedient here.... and in order for me to do that, I need to have other areas in order... so I'm working there too.
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Thoughts ?