WrittenFromUtopia
Puritan Board Graduate
What to do when you can\'t \"find a church\"?
I am at the end of my rope, it seems, in searching for a decent reformed church in this area. I have tried many Baptist churches, and the only two 'conservative' Presbyterian churches in town (all the rest are PCUSA with lesbian 'pastors'). I have found most of them to be, in my opinion, quite postmodern, compromising, and somewhat liberal. However, I know that my convictions about worship and what-not are very "different" compared to what the mainstream church goes by. But, I'm not going to live by popularity, only the Word of God alone and my convictions of what it says.
Anyhoo, that brings me to a grievous situation and much, much stress and depression over the last 5 months or so. I could join this SBC church I've been at since May when I moved here (it is 'reformed' baptist in most regards, and definitely more 'reformed' than the PCA churches here, which is quite strange...), but I don't have "believers only" baptistic convictions any more. Would I be in sin to join such a church?
Furthermore, I don't feel that I can join any of the PCA churches here, as I disagree strongly with their worship style and don't quite feel "at home" in them.
The only church I have been to in the last 5-6 months of depression that I felt "at home" in was an RPCNA church up in Indiana, but it is almost 2 hours away. I am hoping that they will be getting a bible study/church plant started in this area soon, as they are planning to do so, but what am I to do until then?
I just am being torn in so many directions b/c of my convictions and I feel there is literally NO church here for me that I feel "okay" to be a part of. I've almost lost my passion for going to church, and I despise that and repent of such feelings, but it is hard not to feel such a way, when every time I am in church I feel convicted or bothered/offended by things being done in the service.
In need of some advice, prayers, and counsel here.
Many thanks.
[Edited on 2-13-2005 by Scott Bushey]
I am at the end of my rope, it seems, in searching for a decent reformed church in this area. I have tried many Baptist churches, and the only two 'conservative' Presbyterian churches in town (all the rest are PCUSA with lesbian 'pastors'). I have found most of them to be, in my opinion, quite postmodern, compromising, and somewhat liberal. However, I know that my convictions about worship and what-not are very "different" compared to what the mainstream church goes by. But, I'm not going to live by popularity, only the Word of God alone and my convictions of what it says.
Anyhoo, that brings me to a grievous situation and much, much stress and depression over the last 5 months or so. I could join this SBC church I've been at since May when I moved here (it is 'reformed' baptist in most regards, and definitely more 'reformed' than the PCA churches here, which is quite strange...), but I don't have "believers only" baptistic convictions any more. Would I be in sin to join such a church?
Furthermore, I don't feel that I can join any of the PCA churches here, as I disagree strongly with their worship style and don't quite feel "at home" in them.
The only church I have been to in the last 5-6 months of depression that I felt "at home" in was an RPCNA church up in Indiana, but it is almost 2 hours away. I am hoping that they will be getting a bible study/church plant started in this area soon, as they are planning to do so, but what am I to do until then?
I just am being torn in so many directions b/c of my convictions and I feel there is literally NO church here for me that I feel "okay" to be a part of. I've almost lost my passion for going to church, and I despise that and repent of such feelings, but it is hard not to feel such a way, when every time I am in church I feel convicted or bothered/offended by things being done in the service.
In need of some advice, prayers, and counsel here.
Many thanks.
[Edited on 2-13-2005 by Scott Bushey]