I wrestled between amil and post mil for over a hear on this blog:
Millennial Dreams
Two other bloggers there argued back and forth during January 2009 and then left me with the blog. My elder sayed on as an administrator.
Then I settled on "Realized Millennialism" or amil and my pastor said I was wrong but that it was close to "realized preterism" which he is preaching on.
I also wrote lyrics, "Millennial Dreaming" to the tune of "California Dreaming" about escatology on my first Puritan Board blog.
Josh is dieting and so that may be why the food analogy.
So James, I think I am almost the same boat as you are.