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Puritan Board Freshman
If there has ever been a topic on which I am "driven and tossed by various waves of doctrine" it is this one! I have read pretty extensively for over 50 years on the topic and I remain as rudderless as when I first began reading on the topic.
I can say at least one good result has occurred here. I came to realize that I adopted the paedobaptist view, articulated it, taught it, and practiced it..... and yet looking back, I see that a LOT of the impetus was because most of my "heroes" in the faith were PCA / Presbyterian. I was privileged to study at L'Abri and Schaeffer was very pivotal in my growth. Also I lived in the home of Frank Barker, organizing pastor of Briarwood Pres in Birmingham, who is the only man I can say impressed me MORE after intimate association with him. I lifted weights at the local YMCA with Randy Pope as a kid in HS (I was not a Christian at the time). Lots of other leaders with whom I had varying degrees of acquaintance. OTOH, all the Baptists I knew were either neo orthodox "liberals," extremely anti intellectual fundies, or Reformed Baptists, who I viewed as being harsh, obstreperous, and overly dogmatic. Rightly or wrongly, this was how things appeared to me at the time. (this was before Lindsell and Battle For The Bible and the relatively successful turnaround of the SBC).
I am surprised to say that MOST of my "conversion" to paedobaptism had little to do with the doctrine, the articulation, the counter to objections, etc, but a desire to be affiliated with a tribe. That is not to say it is wrong or I have rolled back to a credobaptist. It is just saying that we willingly deceive ourselves about our rationality, reason, and decision making. Romans 1. 18-19 is NOT just about wicked men suppressing the knowledge of God. It is rather a window into the decision making process of men and how we willingly adjust the scales of reason to get a predetermined target.
It is one reason that I wish I had been more humble in theological matters over the years. I was at the top of my class in seminary and did extremely well academically in college and was convinced I could argue you into any position, because I knew so blinking much!.... yet here I was reasoning like a 4 year old and too stupid even to see it. I am no longer too embarrassed to admit it. Age does that to a man.
I can say at least one good result has occurred here. I came to realize that I adopted the paedobaptist view, articulated it, taught it, and practiced it..... and yet looking back, I see that a LOT of the impetus was because most of my "heroes" in the faith were PCA / Presbyterian. I was privileged to study at L'Abri and Schaeffer was very pivotal in my growth. Also I lived in the home of Frank Barker, organizing pastor of Briarwood Pres in Birmingham, who is the only man I can say impressed me MORE after intimate association with him. I lifted weights at the local YMCA with Randy Pope as a kid in HS (I was not a Christian at the time). Lots of other leaders with whom I had varying degrees of acquaintance. OTOH, all the Baptists I knew were either neo orthodox "liberals," extremely anti intellectual fundies, or Reformed Baptists, who I viewed as being harsh, obstreperous, and overly dogmatic. Rightly or wrongly, this was how things appeared to me at the time. (this was before Lindsell and Battle For The Bible and the relatively successful turnaround of the SBC).
I am surprised to say that MOST of my "conversion" to paedobaptism had little to do with the doctrine, the articulation, the counter to objections, etc, but a desire to be affiliated with a tribe. That is not to say it is wrong or I have rolled back to a credobaptist. It is just saying that we willingly deceive ourselves about our rationality, reason, and decision making. Romans 1. 18-19 is NOT just about wicked men suppressing the knowledge of God. It is rather a window into the decision making process of men and how we willingly adjust the scales of reason to get a predetermined target.
It is one reason that I wish I had been more humble in theological matters over the years. I was at the top of my class in seminary and did extremely well academically in college and was convinced I could argue you into any position, because I knew so blinking much!.... yet here I was reasoning like a 4 year old and too stupid even to see it. I am no longer too embarrassed to admit it. Age does that to a man.