LittleFaith
Puritan Board Freshman
I recently came across this article on the importance of giving humble counsel. It's a short but worthwhile read, maybe 3 minutes, for those who have the time. The author's opening remarks about the foolish arrogance of his younger years struck a chord with me.
The older I get, the more I realize how ignorant I am. Areas where I once used to have some pride or sense of self-achieved accomplishment? The Lord has visited upon me circumstances that have challenged every such area - one by one those dominoes have fallen. Like the author, I used to have a great deal of self-imagined knowledge on a variety of topics despite my lack of actual maturity or wisdom in those areas. I look at how unwise and sinful I am, and I ponder that, if this is me after 10 years of the Lord's work in my life, how much more foolish must I have been in the conceit of prior years.
What I find now is that I have a growing certainty and confidence in truths outside of myself - in God's sovereignty over my life and his infinite wisdom and care for me; in the undeniable authority and inspiration of every last verse of Scripture; in the Reformed and confessional summary and exposition of my Christian faith. But no longer do I think these things are right because I believe in them - the task before me being simply to demonstrate my obvious rightness to those around me. Now I view them as true of themselves, and myself as the humble aspirant who hopes by God's grace to live up to them more fully with each passing day, and if an extra measure of grace will allow, to be used of the Spirit in communicating these truths at least to those immediately around me, if nothing more. Not "let me show you what awesome things I believe" but "come with me to see something of great value, which if the Lord permits, I may be enabled to be of some use in describing to you".
My prayer is that, as the Lord confirms in me a deep and abiding sense of my own folly, he will in divesting me of self find more room in my heart for things above.
The older I get, the more I realize how ignorant I am. Areas where I once used to have some pride or sense of self-achieved accomplishment? The Lord has visited upon me circumstances that have challenged every such area - one by one those dominoes have fallen. Like the author, I used to have a great deal of self-imagined knowledge on a variety of topics despite my lack of actual maturity or wisdom in those areas. I look at how unwise and sinful I am, and I ponder that, if this is me after 10 years of the Lord's work in my life, how much more foolish must I have been in the conceit of prior years.
What I find now is that I have a growing certainty and confidence in truths outside of myself - in God's sovereignty over my life and his infinite wisdom and care for me; in the undeniable authority and inspiration of every last verse of Scripture; in the Reformed and confessional summary and exposition of my Christian faith. But no longer do I think these things are right because I believe in them - the task before me being simply to demonstrate my obvious rightness to those around me. Now I view them as true of themselves, and myself as the humble aspirant who hopes by God's grace to live up to them more fully with each passing day, and if an extra measure of grace will allow, to be used of the Spirit in communicating these truths at least to those immediately around me, if nothing more. Not "let me show you what awesome things I believe" but "come with me to see something of great value, which if the Lord permits, I may be enabled to be of some use in describing to you".
My prayer is that, as the Lord confirms in me a deep and abiding sense of my own folly, he will in divesting me of self find more room in my heart for things above.
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