davejonescue
Puritan Board Graduate
This is the issue I am dealing with. I am pretty sure I know the answer to this one; but a part of me feels bad if so.
My local church has really been pushing for people to minster to the community; in some sort of capacity. For a while I have been kind of setting that to the side and doing these Puritan eBooks. And yes, I feel bad when I think about just stopping doing them; but I feel even more convicted when I am in church, and hear the Pastor trying to direct the congregation to embrace evangelism and the thought of me going home and just editing more books. My problem is, I really dont have time to do both. I work full-time, I read my Bible regularly, I work-out; and this leaves like 3 hours a day free-time. Before I begin evangelizing, I know I need to study for a bit, but again, I cant both edit books and study. Some of these books are so big, that only doing a few pages a day would take years for them to be complete.
I am almost certain that our lives should first be dictated by the Bible and the Holy Spirit; but that we should also be directed by the local church. That while I may have desires to do this or that; the Preacher is in effect invested as the "mouth-piece" of God to the congregation; and congregants should be open to be swayed by the way God has directed his servant to lead his church.
This is not a problem of not being able to do one or the other; but not being able to do both. And if I feel bad for either giving up one, or neglecting the other; shouldnt the local church have pre-eminence and the final say in my decision either way? I think so, but I am just wanting to know if I am off or headed in the right direction? I have said I have wanted to do these books, but I am under no official or contractual obligation to do so; does this leave me the freedom to change course?
My local church has really been pushing for people to minster to the community; in some sort of capacity. For a while I have been kind of setting that to the side and doing these Puritan eBooks. And yes, I feel bad when I think about just stopping doing them; but I feel even more convicted when I am in church, and hear the Pastor trying to direct the congregation to embrace evangelism and the thought of me going home and just editing more books. My problem is, I really dont have time to do both. I work full-time, I read my Bible regularly, I work-out; and this leaves like 3 hours a day free-time. Before I begin evangelizing, I know I need to study for a bit, but again, I cant both edit books and study. Some of these books are so big, that only doing a few pages a day would take years for them to be complete.
I am almost certain that our lives should first be dictated by the Bible and the Holy Spirit; but that we should also be directed by the local church. That while I may have desires to do this or that; the Preacher is in effect invested as the "mouth-piece" of God to the congregation; and congregants should be open to be swayed by the way God has directed his servant to lead his church.
This is not a problem of not being able to do one or the other; but not being able to do both. And if I feel bad for either giving up one, or neglecting the other; shouldnt the local church have pre-eminence and the final say in my decision either way? I think so, but I am just wanting to know if I am off or headed in the right direction? I have said I have wanted to do these books, but I am under no official or contractual obligation to do so; does this leave me the freedom to change course?
