jbergsing
Puritan Board Sophomore
Last Tuesday, my cell phone was stolen while my back was turned (not for more than 30 seconds) at a truck stop in Nashville, TN. I'm pretty sure I ran the full gamut of emotions within 15 minutes of the theft. While I was searching to see if I had just dropped it, I noticed a man looking kinda odd at me so I asked him if he'd seen a blue cell phone or the person who'd taken it. This guy's voice was so scratchy that he had a very distinct sound to him. He denied anything and left. I should have followed him and gotten some information off the vehicle he got into. I reported it to the waitress and she immediately ran and got a cordless out. She dialed the number thinking we'd hear it ring around my booth. But to her surprise, someone answered it! And what do you know? It was that voice! He had the nerve to tell me he was in NYC and this was his company's phone and threatened to call the police if I didn't leave him alone! When I asked him what he thought the NYPD would do about a phone call coming from Nashville he hung up and shut my phone off. So I turned around and called AT&T and perminently shut it off for him. Fortunately, I had the original phone I'd gotten when we signed up (with Cingular) so I swung by a local Cingular/AT&T store and they slipped a new SIM card in, did whatever they do to activate it and I was back up and running ... but without my RAZR.
The reason I'm posting this isn't to cry over my lost RAZR ... although I really really really liked that phone ... but to confess how angry I'd gotten over it. After it was all over and my old phone was operational, I felt an overwhelming amount of guilt because of the things I'd said out loud and in writing to my wife and a friend over the matter. Things I'd never even thought before just came flying out of my mouth. I still can't believe how enraged I became, not just over not having the phone, but that someone had stolen it from me and lied to my face about it. My wife, in her naturally loving way, during my "time of derangement", calmly told me it would be OK and that he obviously valued it more than I did or he wouldn't have taken it in the first place and that he would have to give an account for his actions. Then it hit me: So would I! After I got off the phone with her, I was on my knees in this truck asking for forgiveness. I never knew I could get that angry over something so easily replaced. Praise God for His mercy ... I'm more in need of it than I'd ever thought before!
The reason I'm posting this isn't to cry over my lost RAZR ... although I really really really liked that phone ... but to confess how angry I'd gotten over it. After it was all over and my old phone was operational, I felt an overwhelming amount of guilt because of the things I'd said out loud and in writing to my wife and a friend over the matter. Things I'd never even thought before just came flying out of my mouth. I still can't believe how enraged I became, not just over not having the phone, but that someone had stolen it from me and lied to my face about it. My wife, in her naturally loving way, during my "time of derangement", calmly told me it would be OK and that he obviously valued it more than I did or he wouldn't have taken it in the first place and that he would have to give an account for his actions. Then it hit me: So would I! After I got off the phone with her, I was on my knees in this truck asking for forgiveness. I never knew I could get that angry over something so easily replaced. Praise God for His mercy ... I'm more in need of it than I'd ever thought before!
