"William The Baptist"
Puritan Board Freshman
I'm not sure this is in the right forum...
But I am unsure how to handle something that has come up. My parents are always wanting me to sing at their church. My dad especially. They always want me to "use the gift God has given me". Their church is very traditional and sings strictly hymns and only uses a piano and choir. However, almost every Sunday morning they have a "Special" (that's what it says in the bulletin, so and so is singing this Sunday morning's Special) which is a performance type singing of any Christian song in a solo style (this is when some more "contemporary" music is entered onto the scene).
I could have joined the choir a long time ago... but sometimes have theological reservations concerning some of their song choices. I haven't sang a "special" for a couple years.
It's been months since anyone asked "It's been so long since you have sung for us, when are you singing again?"... but the worship pastor/director pressed me again to sing. I am really uncomfortable with the idea since I don't like singing on Sunday mornings in such a way (not to mention it has been quite the journey in regards to music for me... from hating the Christian music scene and wishing to become famous in secular music, to only wanting to glorify God in all my actions and thus maybe a worship leader was a nice idea... to rejecting the charismatic/contemporary female worship leader idea then sometime after to being introducing to RPW).
I felt really on the spot when brother. Richard asked if I would sing in *a couple weeks* after church and a couple of other people enthusiastically agreed and said they wished I would sing on stage at church more and even offered some suggestions to sing. So I kind of mumbled a "sure".
My dilemma is I don't think I could in good conscience... nor would I feel comfortable singing on stage at church as a soloist on the Lord's day. (I've sung in front of people so many times in years past, both church and non church events-so it is not a stage fright fear things at all) and I don't know if I should graciously do it this "one last time" or tell him I don't want to any more? I would dislike appearing inconsistent but at the same time, really don't want to ever again and would prefer not to.
Thoughts?
But I am unsure how to handle something that has come up. My parents are always wanting me to sing at their church. My dad especially. They always want me to "use the gift God has given me". Their church is very traditional and sings strictly hymns and only uses a piano and choir. However, almost every Sunday morning they have a "Special" (that's what it says in the bulletin, so and so is singing this Sunday morning's Special) which is a performance type singing of any Christian song in a solo style (this is when some more "contemporary" music is entered onto the scene).
I could have joined the choir a long time ago... but sometimes have theological reservations concerning some of their song choices. I haven't sang a "special" for a couple years.
It's been months since anyone asked "It's been so long since you have sung for us, when are you singing again?"... but the worship pastor/director pressed me again to sing. I am really uncomfortable with the idea since I don't like singing on Sunday mornings in such a way (not to mention it has been quite the journey in regards to music for me... from hating the Christian music scene and wishing to become famous in secular music, to only wanting to glorify God in all my actions and thus maybe a worship leader was a nice idea... to rejecting the charismatic/contemporary female worship leader idea then sometime after to being introducing to RPW).
I felt really on the spot when brother. Richard asked if I would sing in *a couple weeks* after church and a couple of other people enthusiastically agreed and said they wished I would sing on stage at church more and even offered some suggestions to sing. So I kind of mumbled a "sure".
My dilemma is I don't think I could in good conscience... nor would I feel comfortable singing on stage at church as a soloist on the Lord's day. (I've sung in front of people so many times in years past, both church and non church events-so it is not a stage fright fear things at all) and I don't know if I should graciously do it this "one last time" or tell him I don't want to any more? I would dislike appearing inconsistent but at the same time, really don't want to ever again and would prefer not to.
Thoughts?

before the battle of Edgehill, praying